I love Kareem

So... me and Andrew broke up but now I totally love Kareem! We're gonna be together foreverrr! Is anybody reading this? It's been a while since I posted. Let's play catch up...shall we? haha haha.. ketchup... I'm not in group therapy any more ::twitch, twitch:: I'm not in any therapy at all Oh wait ... I do see a psychiatrist UPGRADDE!!! [[with 2 Ds... for a double dose of my ... crazy!]] Crazy?! I was crazy once. They put me in a room. A round room. A round rubber room! Round rubber room with rats! Round rats! Round rats with wheels! Wheels that go round round round til you go crazy! CRAZY?!? I was crazy once! They put me in a room. A round room. A round rubber room! Round rubber room with rats! Round rats! Round rats with wheels! Wheels that go round round round til you go crazy! ...CRAZY?!?!? I was crazy once. Tassie: I love you ... and you don't live far away anymore... you live in my house. OUR HOUSE! In the middle of OUR STREET! And ... you're sitting right next to me right now. Could we be any closer? Geez. Careful what you wish for .... Kareem: I totally love your Egyptian ass. So... it's 4:20 [[haha]] in the morning and I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired! WEIRD!!!! So.. that's all for now! Gina... I know you were ANNONYMOUS and you were dumb. But I'm over it now. Cuz I trust you. I miss Zach. HE'S BACK NOW! He was in Ohio... but he's back now! HE'S BACK! HE'S BACK! HE'S BACK! Hey Tassie, guess what ... HE'S BACK!!!!!! lmao ...literally! OH SHIT! MY ASS! come baaack! ohh my cheeeks! A note to my former self: Mallory... you need to pull yourself togeeetherrr. You WHORE! We have a sewing kit.

My Baby For Always

So... FUCK all those other boys in all my other posts! LOOOSERRRS! My Baby-- Andrew is the ONLY one that matters!! I am SO glad I met him! He's my first. My last. My everything.

We've been together for almost 10 months!

And we're going to be together alot longer!

Yay.

:)

To Avionne!

This post is to make up for lost moments... There is barely anything about Avionne in here. ...and there are ALOT of stories!

Okay...so... the first time I met him--we made out. As soon as we were done I said whats your name again? Yeah go me...I just found out today he got money for that. Almost everything we did was because he had made bets about what he could do. Interesting.

Then him and Ashlee started going out. They were an...... interesting... couple. They were together a total of like TWO MILLION times! He was not with her for good reasons. Bad Avoinne. Bad.

BUT...one of the times they were together I screwed stuff up for them! Not good.... see right before Winter Break I got REALLY depressed! So I cut myself and took a --thing--

well...avionne had previously promised that he would always be there for me with a shoulder to cry on and a bucket to catch my tears. ...so he showed up. and at the same time he was running away from home..i was slightly drugged...i told him to stay the night. basically he ended up cheating on her with me...which was BAD!!! so yeah there was that.

so me and him have been through alot...and now we basically talk barely ever and yeah...he's a good guy when he's avionne--NOT WHEN HE'S SMOKEY.

well see..i was reading all these blogs to him and we realized theres like NOTHING in here about him even though he played a big part in my life.

so here it is...my blog dedicated to and completely about Avionne formerly known as Smokey.

shiggity shiggity shwa

yeah alot has gone on i guess. um ....... mostly good stuff. me and erik are aquaintances and i wish we could be FRIENDS. but i guess he just wont have that. *slight chuckle*. and now theres this guy named trevor whom i LOVE! lol! i do i do i do. i miss military school zach like crazy though and he never calls. i miss him sooooo much!!!!! and i'm in group therapy right now and seeing 2 dif. therapists and yeah @ group therapy today we're having an after-valentines day potluck and i'm supposed to cook brownies and meatballs (not together) but i dont have any eggs for the brownies. well...i'm off to save the world...

uh. yeah.

yo homie G fizzunks to the fourth power

yeah home skillet BISCUIT.

im hyper. but yeah. um....what were the happenings of today? well.....

i broke up w/zach. *sad*

i didnt really want to. i love him SO freaking much. but...... i had to. ive got too much crap goin on in my life to try to do that right now.

honestly, i think we cause eachother pain and who wants that?? come on now. also, i've SERIOUSLY gotta start working on my school work. why am i explaining this to you?

well anywayz....the people who need to know...well they know. so yeah. i'm done trying to explain now.

oh..and also...i think i love zach more now than when we were going out. is that NORMAL???

wtf.

my new fav. song...

A-Ha Take On Me Lyrics

We're talking away

I don't know what

I'm to say I'll say it anyway

Today's another day to find you

Shying away

I'll be coming for your love, OK?

Take on me, take me on

I'll be gone

In a day or two

So needless to say

I'm odds and ends

But that's me stumbling away

Slowly learning that life is OK.

Say after me

It's no better to be safe than sorry

Take on me, take me on

I'll be gone

In a day or two

Oh the things that you say

Is it life or

Just a play my worries away

You're all the things I've got to remember

You're shying away

I'll be coming for you anyway

Take on me, take me on

I'll be gone

In a day or two

til next we meet...

i bid you adieu.

hehehehehehehe helloooooooo

long time no talky talk. i had a GREAT birthday!!! it was rocksome--rockin/awesome..the best of both worlds. yeah! i got a bunch of kewl stuff. i FINALLY got Rocky Horror Picture Show!! i luv that movie so much. me & zach r still together...good stuff, good stuff! we have small disagreements every now and then, what couple doesnt, but we pull through. i love him so much! hehe...well yeah. some stupid stuff has gone down lately, but i choose to live in the present. anybody who chooses to live their life in the past can feel free to do so, i find it a waste of time though, cuz you're never gonna get those moments back, and trying to ... makes you lose the present which you cant get back once its gone. same w/looking in to future...you spend all your time planning, and you'll lose the present-the right now. why do it? well...i've put in my 2 cents. til next we meet, i bid you adieu.

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SEVEN DAYS!

(figure it out)

;)