interesting day! (i luv zach)

ok, i had a VERY interesting day today....lets start from the beginning...

6:25 AM: i wake up (i usually get up @ 7:00), i wait in the living room for my mom to bring me Burger King for breakfast. i eat...get in the shower...get out of the shower around....

7:15 AM: i get dressed, get ready 4 skewl, go to school..get there around...

7:45(ish)AM: a lil late...but i'm SUPER hyper, so i dont really care. i'm really really really hyper, and i go to my locker...cant get it open. still hyper. smokey and zach start to walk by and smokey says "mallory zach's breaking up with you bye" he doesnt stop to say any of this, he just walks and talks. hyperness gone. but i act like im still hyper.

1st period/math: i feel like im gonna cry the whole time, dont get the stuff we're doing, pretty much breaking down

2nd period/P.E:i complain to the teacher that i dont wanna play...convo goes sumtin like this

me: Mr.Dahlke, I don't wanna play, I'm sad!!

him: why are you sad?

me: i think my boyfriend broke up with me.

him: who's your boyfriend?

me: Zachary Geiger!

him: i'll ask him fourth period

me: NOOOO! *blush*

and so i feel a lil better from having fun

3rd period/Geography: fail the 1st quarter exam, still feel like crying. almost cry in class...teacher offends me by saying my work isnt good in his own words

on the way to fourth period: i stopped by zach's locker so i could give him a note asking if it was really over or not. smokey walks by ... walks up to me says "yeah, zach says you're a great girl but he cant be with you" i shrug and follow smokey. i ask him why his locker doesnt shut all the way, he asks if i stole his keys....then he tells me zach didnt really break up w/me he just felt like saying that. now im pissed. i smack smokey. he says im crazy...keeps telling ppl im crazy, i say im NOT crazy, zach saves me from killing smokey. he comes up and says to smokey, "leave her alone i havent seen her in days" as he wraps his arms around me. i smile.....YAY!

4th period/science: extatic..super happy!

lunch: sarcastic but HAPPY!

the rest of the day was just...bliss. yayfullness. ...oh wait..no...

after school: smokey just keeps pushing me to fight him.....he throws something at me, hits me with something, so after he throws something at me i start hitting him...so...he spins around at super speed scares the CRAP outta me and says "dont f*cking hit me you b*tch!" dang...scared me BIG time. so i hit him and back off...later he says (this part sucks) "notice how zach didnt say anything when i said he was breaking up w/you" that stopped me in my tracks. i walked ahead of him and didnt walk w/him the rest of the time. ya...drew was supposed 2 come over 2day but sumbody she knows killed themself. ~sad~

well...thats my day. very odd. very odd indeed.

long blog...you gotta love it. heh heh heh. I LOVE YOU ALL!

talk to you all later

i'm gonna have a lot to say when this weekend is over...trust me. hehehe...big plans. *big smile*

til next time...

ya

its kinda funny how annonymous seriously thinks that i care what it says anymore. ha.

well anyway, today was on OK day. the school day was good, it was good to see my friends and .. of course .. to see zach. i was absent yesterday and the day before. *smiles* i luv zach. LoL, im sure my friends are positively sick of hearing it...but hey...when i feel it this much, i gotsta say it.

after school was a COMPLETELY different story! walking home was a drag...i got 2 hang out w/zach which was kewl, but he left me. that was NOT kewl. i 4get what his reason was, but ... i accept it! it was a good reason, yep. im OK with it. i just...im scared of losing him. i dont wanna get hurt nemore, ya know? yeah, you know. well anyway, after that X was throwing rocks at me and marissa then he took our backpacks and hid them...then some old do-gooder lady was being a biatch. oh wellz.

i talked to zach on the phone after that, we're probably gonna hang out 2morrow. meaning im gonna have 2 walk 2 his house by myself. joyfullness. (sarcasm)

well im gonna take a shower then do dishes

luv ya

remember?

you probably dont remember, but in my first post about richard (entitled Richard) i wrote (and i quote)

his name is richard and i know him from my math class last year

well....zach was in my math class last year too! i had a crush on both of them last year. strange much?

just felt like tellng you that

*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!I LOVE ZACH!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*

zach geiger

YAYFULLNESS!

me and zach r going out!

it sux 4 gina, but .. not 4 me and zach. *half smile*

yeah. there was a dance @ school on friday and it was

...SO...

fun! i danced with zach....ALOT!

we slow danced 3 times and well...ya ;) haha

i luv him..alot. LoL. ive seriously never felt like this before. its kinda scaring me, but in a really good way.

i told gina that if it hurts her too much than i'll break up w/him but i REALLY dont want to. i seriously love him. i guess friends DO come first though. it'd hurt me like HELL to have to break up w/him. but w/e.

well yeah, anywayz...after the dance he asked me out so i said yes.

..so gina threw a rock at me.

well....

til next time.

anonymously annoying

my dearest anonymous,

you are truly, truly annoying. ur making it sound like ur gina, but ... she swears it isnt her. if it IS gina, ur a bitch for lying to me, but i trust gina so .... whatever. i hope she wouldnt lie to me like that. but anonymous my dear, youre really getting on my nerves with your amazing stupidity.

yours truly,

mallory

happy happy happy

ive been happy all weeeeek!!!! once again ... i feel i must do this....................................

I MUST SPREAD MY JOY!

*blows fairy dust at you!*

good day!!!

for the first time in a REEEALLY long time, i was NATURALLY hyper! omg.....i used to be like that ALL the time but this year its just depression, depression, depression...but today! ...idk! i was just HAPPY! and HYPER! it was so friggin awesome! i was huggin ppl for no reason, i was ... idk. i was just WEE! hehe. i wish all my days would be as ROCKIN as today was! well... til next time!

Dear Anonymous,

this is just for you....i've got some questions for you. 1. why the hell dont u just tell me who u r? if u dont like me, then by telling me who u r, we wont have to deal with each other anymore 2. what guy do we happen to share? 3. do u have my lunch? i just wanna get this over with cuz this is STUPID drama and its bugging me. answer those Qs please.

*SiGh*

ok, i like colton still, duhr. but idk....it just feels wrong cuz i cant be w/anybody else...but i cant ever really be with him. idk what to do. he says he doesnt know if me and him will ever be together, but if i were to date sumbody else he would lose all his feelings for me......so....idk. i dont wanna lose him! erg. any ideas?

drama drama drama

ok...another interesting comment. so....turns out whoever it was that said that last thing, knows me personally. so...heres a message to that person. ...who r u? if u cant tell me, gimme some more hints cuz i do so love playing this lil game where i get to guess who u r. so heres a question that you could answer to gimme a hint to who u r.... what guy do we seem to have in common? also, do you go to molasky now? so anyway..... ya, im a whore. im gonna just deal w/that. doesnt really bug me that much anymore. does that make me a bad person? probably! whoop de doo. ok so about the person that hates my guts.......i wonder if its somebody who pretends to like me. i think it just might be. it most likely is. as a matter of fact, im almost positive it is. i made a list (it was pretty long) of all the guys ive dated, and who their current girlfriends are that i know of, and the ones that i know of are all ppl who r (or are pretending to be) my friends. weird. but the person has to know me ... cuz they say i act like a fuckin retard, and yes...i do. hmmm...we seem to share a guy. she says that i went out w/her bf. ya. ya. yep. just read the comment to my last post...you'll see. i think i know who it is, but i guess we'll see. til next time...

ookay then

ok, i dont usually do 2 posts in one day, but i was reading the comments ive gotten on here...heres an interesting one Anonymous said... I say get a f*ckin Life....Sweety your Just ruining urs by playing childish games.... Your blog is very interesting though!! lots of unmatching colors.But you can't pick and choose the smart people in the world can you? Plus you have a new boy ALMOST EVERY TIME YOU Frickin post. ARE you like a school or internet WHORE? Because that's just gross!! How old are you? 12?13? You're already a whore at that age.When you get older You are going to be so loose I feel sorry for ya!! I am going to go have fun posting!! Keep up the good WHoreness, I mean work.PEACE OUT *Unknown Cracker* .... 1. i dont match colors on purpose cuz i really dont give a FUCK if they match or not. 2. frankly, i dont give a shit if you dont like that i have a new boy all the time, if you knew shit about me b4 u started talkin shit, youd know WHY i do. 3. YES i AM the school whore! NOT ON FUCKIN PURPOSE 4. do you have nothing better to do than sit here and bag on people for how they live THEIR life? maybe you should stop worrying about their life and worry about your own. 5. YES i am 13...14 in a little over a month. whats it to you? 6. why r u afraid to say who u r? "unknown cracker" ?? sounds to me like your on some kind of drug 7. fuck you.

so confused.

im entirely too confused now. i still have feelings for richard, im thinking they could possibly just be because i didnt get to finish with him, maybe its curiousity or just unfinished business, idk. i dont even know what i feel for him. so confused, oh and gina keeps screwing everything around. i was telling gina that i still had feelings for him, and shes like, no i have feelings for him, if u go out w/him ill never talk to you again. ...then i started to like zach and shes like NO MALLORY I LIKE HIM.

WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!?!? I CANT LIKE NEBODY! PRETTY SOON R U GONNA SAY I CANT GO OUT W/COLTON EITHER!?!?

aw hell, he dont like me so y does THAT matter

SUMBODY MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY

PLEASE MAKE IT STOP

I CANT EVEN FLUCKIN EXPLAIN HOW IM FEELING

IF U KNOW HOW 2 MAKE IT ALL STOP TELL ME

I HAVE TO MAKE IT STOP

I GOTTA MAKE IT STOP

MAKE IT STOP

MAC: I WANT HIM TO START TREATING ME LIKE A HUMAN BEING!....LIKE....A FRIEND!

GINA: I WANT HER TO STOP LYING, AND MAKE UP HER MIND, AND STOP BEING SO DRAMATIC!

ZACH: actually i cant think of one for him

RICHARD: JERK.

dang. jerk? hm. that was kinda mean. do i like him or dont i?

daaaaang i dont rightly know

TASSIE: I WANT HER TO GET HER ASS BACK TO VEGAS! SHES NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE SO FAR AWAY FROM ME!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

HHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FAIRY!!!

I WANT TO SPREAD MY JOY!!!

*BLOWS FAIRY DUST AT YOU!*

i'm bored.

Okay, I'm SUPER bored! (like always) Colton came over (smiley smiley). It's always fun to have him around. Oh God, I love this song. Friends Forever (Graduation) by Vitamin C....ahh, good stuff. good stuff. well, Zach likes me...a lot. he just SHOWERS me with compliments! and hey...i cant complain! (by the way...its a different Zach than before....this one goes to my school .. not military school) he keeps telling me how pretty I am and stuff like that. uno problemo....Gina is like IN LOVE with him. but she keeps changing her mind about wether i can have him or not. but its all good cause when he asked me out we decided we'd jsut be friends or friends with benefits. The other Zach is @ military school. I miss him A LOT. He said he would write me all the time, but I haven't any letters yet. I'm sure he'll get around to it. I hope he does. For the first time, Colton came over without me BEGGING him...he actually wanted to. Unless of course he did it because Gina keeps threatening him. Hm. Well, rumor has it that Richard wants to ask me back out. Honestly, he's shit outta luck! I like him and all, but I wont let myself get hurt again. Well, I don't think I have anything else to say. Until next time...