i gotsted issues teehee

i keep 4getting what my name 2 make new posts is. lol, so i'm gonna write it here so i'll always be able to view it.... chicletinvegas ok...now that we've gotten that over with. ...alright, i dont know if i told you that guys name, but for his protection, we'll call him "egg" (dont ask). well, egg wrote me an e-mail today!!! he is so sweet, ya know that? lol...well, i think things r gonna be getting much better...but maybe not today was a HORRIBLE day until i read that e-mail! aah! i woke up and felt like crap cause last night i wrote him 2 HORRIBLY emotional e-mails that you cant unsend! and then i cried 4ever cause i didnt know what to think it was craziness, but then we went to my grandma's grave, then went to go pick out my grandma's headstone, then went up to my dad's grave. my dad's grave was the worst part of all. i couldnt even go over to it i just laid down by the car and cried. my mom didnt even care she just came over and said mallory get up and we left. i as SO pissed @ her!!!! i just wanted to...AAH! well...anywayz, i wish people would add comments...just 4 kix ya know? hehe...this site should be getting better soon..i'm gonna ask EGG to help me make it better, hopefully he will. he has a site on here too and it is MUUUUUUCH BETTER! well, g2g...pplz are annoying and r IMing me a buttload of e-mail ttyl! *muah* (that kiss especially is headed towards egg and all my buddies!)