epiphany=optimism

I had an epiphany last night, and that is..that I dont really need Egg. I realized that I threw away lots of relationships ... but those guys dont even know that I threw the relationships away...so I can just fall right in to their arms! Although I do wish it woulda worked out w/Egg...I really just dont need him, and all day I've been happy and truly just been like a fairy! When I do think about Egg, I dont cry like I did yesterday. Last night, Egg pretty much said that we will NEVER be a couple, that things just wont work out and that he's not willing to try. So..FINE! I think that I might really be OK w/that. I guess we'll find out! Well, we're leaving 4 Vegas soon, so talk to you all later. ~later dayz~