i dance naked

ha. ha. ha. i dont dance naked! who put that? ha. ha. ha. *clears throat*

so anywayz...

i like this guy Greg and he asked me out....but i like Kody a lot. and theres like NO hope of me and kody dating cause he doesnt want a gf, but i dont think im willing to give up whatever it is that me and kody have quite yet. i mean....i like greg! theres no doubt about that! but...i think i just wanna be friends w/him, maybe friends w/benefits. but if im friends w/benefits w/him AND with kody..then does that make me a whore?

..and if i say no to greg now, then when i want him really bad...then will HE say no?

...plus, when i told my friend Gina that i liked greg, i wasnt really wanting to go any further than friends w/him, i just stated that i liked him! thats it.

i thought i wanted a boyfriend, but i realized...NO I DONT! i know it sounds awful, but im SO not ready to give up flirting w/guys and lookin @ guys and all that good cheese just to be with one guy. (especially since theres this really hott guy i saw @ my orthadontist the other day) well anywayz.....i dont want a BOYFRIEND...i just want a guy that'll hold me!

well......i guess my final answer for greg is no, lets just be friends or friends with benefits (his choice). hm. ......i think no matter what my choice was i'd be regretting it later.

heres a little song i wrote, you might want to sing it note for note, dont worry ... be happy!